thanks lion and hy for making this day to happen. ^^v
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
SORRYisNotin my Dictionary.
you've uttered the word sorry tons of times... i always try to accept as i don't wanna to pursue the matter.. but you've been saying sorry over and over again.. and now, your sorry do not worth anything at all.
LOL!! seriously.. i know you're like effin piss off at me and stuff.. ignore my calls and texts, how bad can that get yeah? hahahas!! but well.... knowing your character, i won't even be bothered to ask you to forgive me..
Firstly is because i already know you Won't. Secondly is because even if you actually forgive me, i know that you won't be able to trust me anymore... so.. what's the point yeah? so please do not be worried if i will ever bother you and stuff by saying typical stuff like.. pls forgive me.. i know i'm wrong blah blah blah.. c'mon you're my dad.. i know it will never work on you since it won't work on me either -.-'' hahas!!
i can't even forgive myself, so even if one day you really did forgive me... i won't be able to accept it. like what many people will say.. "aiya... little bit things only.. just forgive and forget la!! and blah.." but hahs!! i know.. everything about you. what your character is like and stuff.. so please please do not listen to what others say.. and best if you don't forgive me alright?
because i don't even know how to face you. even though it's just a little lie.. but yeah.. i still can't bring myself up to face you. so... please remember what the pain where i took a knife and stabbed right into your heart. don't ever think of forgiving me... best of friends? yeah.. we are.. for life... :)
sad? yes i am.. but what can i do? nothing.. i can't and can never turn the clock around.. i know you will never ever forgive me.. so i will only remember all that you've ever told me and stay a good and obedient girl... why am i doing so much for you? because i love you more than anything... you're my dad.. with deepest regret.. i did something unforgivable... sorry that's all i can say.. though it can't ease your pain... but still... i'm sorry...
at least i do not break promises like you.. i forgive you.. but i never expect you to forgive me. because i don't want to know that you don't trust me anymore.
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
