Saturday, September 27, 2008
its like soo stupid? wake up only i saw so much black faces with a bloody attitude.. my parents are all showing me a black face? seriously wonder what's their fucking problem.. i am like not happy with them... but what can i do? just to practise self-control? but it's like so lame? i seriously feel like asking.. " hey, am i such a burden to you? " and im sorry for making such a big fuss of everything.. but i am seriously sick of all these kind of crap already... and like i just feel like killing them. -.-''
and yesterday was like pouring? raining cats and dogs... the water its like up to my ankle... my shoes and socks were like wet? and i still have to sit for exam in the hall which is like air condition? fucking cold? can't even use my jacket as its fully drench.. and my whole uniform is drench as well.. shivering inside the hall? asking around if anyone has like a jacket... ask ting a ling they all.. and third sheep as well.. and like the only thing they said to me was.. oh.. well.. good luck to u. u are a strong girl.. sure can take the coldness de..
with such a remark like that.. sure know that they can't lend me the jacket? and chinese exam started... due to the coldness.. i had an tummy ache.. that was like so bad.. but its like i cant really stand coldness with my shirt and skirt all wet? and like " oh ya.. i TOTALLY can stand the coldness " well, but no one is to blame.. who call my stupid jacket to be wet as well.. but anyway, i have learnt my lesson!! XD a good learning point to take note ^^
learning point: Shermeen will not ask for help unless its really needed.. because no one will help her. So.. she will be helping and standing tall for herself! XD
Thursday, September 25, 2008
hehs... today english paper... i actually BLANK OUT!! omgomg!! i think my eng... GG le... haiz.. but nvm.... since its over already... after that was chinese oral... and like... as usual, chinese no needa think is comfirm cmi de.. and so alot of words i don know how to read.. and like during the conversation i was trying so hard to speak in the GOD DAMN CHINESE!! then like... i was saying some chinese sentences... then later i said the word "then"... i realise its like english!! so i told the teacher " mei you mei you, bu shi bu shi~! " then later i tried to rephrase again.. but then i said "then" again!!! then i got so piss with myself.. and infront of the teacher i just shout "SHIT MAN!"
and..... the next moment i knew it, the teacher's eyes open so big staring at me as though its killing me.. hahas!! well.. i just hope i pass my english.. T.T [ who call me blank out at that point of time -.-'' ] just hope can pass ba... cant pass will retain le... haiz... after my oral.. called third sheep... and the stupid sheep claims that i miss sheepy... -.-'' so ass rite?! then din even come school... ask sheep go study.. sheep say in cyrus -.-'' then i scolded sheep.. and sheep say TOOTHACHE!! so cannot study... wat shit ya? hahas!! then later... i got first blood from sheep... hehs ^^ and... i donno.. i just want my english to pass.. oh god....
today pass jian xiong the choc that he ordered from me.. [ actually called ting a ling to pass him instead ] but oh well... its the same. and.... oh ya.. sheep say needed to go for opperation.. so... all the best to u ba... hope u become holy sheep... so i will own u till holy shit.. XD
Monday, September 22, 2008
hey this morning seriously sucks manzxz... its like how to say ar... my dad bought 2 the Mr bean thingy for my bro and i to eat yesterday when we were at the hospital.. but since my bro and i were too full, we decided to keep it for tmr morning as a breakfast we could bring to school.. and i woke up this morning, as usual, replied morning smses and blur looking going to the kitchen to wash up.. and i went back to room to change... and ya.. packed my bag... continue replyin smses... tie my hair.. then ok! times up XD so i wanted to leave the house already, want to take the thingy to eat.. and i saw it on the table and not IN the box.. and there is a cup of milo too..
i nearly took the Mr bean thingy and left.. but suddenly feeling weird, i went to ask my grandmother why is my that Mr bean thingy on the table and not in the box. and her reply to me was.. " Oh!! because inside the box, there is only 2. and korkor took one of them. so, the other one is for your cousin. " my first reaction was like.. wtf? im like so piss la! but to clear the misunderstanding.. the Mr bean thingy was mine.. but just to make things clear, im not piss beacause my cousin ate it or something.. i mean like.. he is my cousin mah.. i don mind.. but the thing im piss off about is my grandmother's attitude and sentence! its like.. ok... take it that she might not know that it is mine... but like what a sentence to say rite? its like so PLAIN BIAS!
wat kind of shit attitude of hers is that. and i din have an argument with her just because i don wan my cousin to feel inferior to us.. since he is staying over at our house, we r also considered one family.. but like hor.. there is always a limit to things man... and like what can i do? NOTHING! because y? its not because of the Mr bean thingy and i can always get another one? like no big deal? but its THE BLOODY ATTITUDE THAT MY FAMILY IS HAVING! i just cannot stand it that my family is that bias.. yesterday at the hospital, visited my grandfather. and like after sometime.. i felt like vomiting... and so to prevent anything from happening, i squad down.. but then later on.. my mother claims that they got to leave JUST BECAUSE I WAS HUNGRY~!
and like... that was the only sentence i could understand? because they r speaking in hokkien and i don know any sort of that language. but like they claims that im hungry? when they din even bother asking what's wrong with me? and when we when down to the coffee shop at the hospital ground floor, my mother told me to go with my bro to order food.. but i still feel like vomiting at that time. so i told them that i have no appetite.. and guess what, the first thing my mother did was to STARE AT ME like as though she wanna kill me with her eyes.. like DIAO? as though i care? so obviously... i din give a damn and told her she can follow my bro to get any food first. and like i was with my dad.. waiting for my bro and mother to come back? and i took out my hp to sms "third sheep" and my dad claims that i have a BOYFRIEND?! and he peeped at my smses...
i was not like guilty of anything? so if he wanna peep, i just let him... though its kinda OBVIOUS... but oh well... so ass just don get it.. ok then my bro came back with like chicken rice.. but its like the chicken is fried kind.. so its kinda nice? and since i have to eat my dinner... my dad bought the same thing for me as well.. and soon after, my mother came back with the normal kind of chicken rice, just that hers have a bowl of soup and a plate of vegetables.. and my dad was not at the table as he went to order his food... so... my mother, bro and i started eating... half way while eating, my mother drank the soup and told my bro.. saying it taste nice.. and she said.. " hey bernard... lets share the soup together! ^^ " and guess what? she din even ask me to try or anything? and when we r sittin tgt, i felt as though i am eating dinner with some friend's parents..
its like aint it just so obvious its just plain bias? i seriously felt like a stranger sitting there.. and like lucky my bro was like talking to me? and saying the soup was just some normal stuff.. the feeling inside me hurts so bad? like ITS MY MOTHER? and she din even bother to ask me.. and just ask my bro? and when my dad came back with his food, his has a soup too!! and this time, my dad ask me to try it.. and so i ask my bro to try it to.. well he is like the closest to me there? and in the end we both like my dad's the soup! xD then my mother was like giving some remarks... so i just shoot her back saying " you are just complaining because ur darling bernard prefers this soup to yours.. " and like once again, she gave me that bloody attitude..
soon after, my bro told me dad saying he wanna buy ice kachang.. to eat.. but at that time.. i was still eating my rice and i was the slowest.. -.-'' and i have no idea y.. and so i wanted to say that if i wanted anything, i would get it on my own later... but before i could say anything. my mother just cut in and say.. " mei mei haven even finish her dinner. buy wat buy. " like kinda rude yeah? but anyway, my beloved bro came back with his ice kachang and he took 2 spoons just so that he could share with me!! XD [ love him loads!! ^^ ] and like after eating, i took one mouth of the ice kachang and like stop eating.... so my bro asked like y i stopped eating? so i just said that it was too sweet for my liking... and like he just said.. " oh.. maybe u should take from the top instead of the bottom.. since the top is with the ice.. "
and like thats what i did.. and so i started eating again.. hahas!! then later on... my bro found an "atachi" [ps.. donno if correct spelling anot] and like when im young my mother usually eats that i guess... so yeah my bro asked if mother would wan it. and he was like supposingly puting it on his spoon so that my mother would take her spoon to eat it and not directly from my bro's spoon. but instead of that happening, my mother just simply took my bro's spoon.. and as she was putting it in her mouth... my bro said.. "erm.. y not i take another spoon for u? " knowing what my bro was thinking.. i just kept my mouth shut because im already not that happy with my mother. then my mother ask my bro why must take another spoon? and my bro just like replied her saying that my mother would be putting the whole spoon inside her mouth and ya.. it would be fill with saliva....
actually you all can't say that my bro is being very mean to my mum... cause the fact is that... be is much much closer to my mum.. then me towards my mum... but like my mother's way of eating is really........ cannot make it lor? [not to comment much.. but its like.. example a i got a bag of potato chips... and if i offered her to eat, she will use her fingers to take the chips... and then put the chips into her mouth... INCLUDING HER FINGERS... and ya... so her fingers are wet... and she will dip her fingers inside the bag again -.-'' so its like the whole bag of chips becomes wet.. and like soooooo disgusting.. but well, thats always the case.] the thing is that.. its not that i never tell her u know? its like she don give a damn about what i tell her and stuff.. thinking that im always picking on her or something like that.
but im not! its the truth and she chose not to believe it? and when my bro actually said that to her, she have a bloody stunned look on her face. and a few seconds later, she just like shove the spoon back into the ice kachang bowl with a display of like great anger?...... like come on lor? if u wanna show ppl that u r angry, no needa show this kind of actions... its PLAIN STUPIDITY! anyway, i have been controling my anger towards my mother and right at that moment when she just shove the spoon back into the bowl, my anger bursted! and i got piss like whats her attitude? because im like eating the ice kachang... so i just said " hey! if u don wanna eat just tell la. don needa show this kind of attitude ok! if u r that unhappy then just don eat la! no one force u! " and when i said that, as usual... my dad was not at the sence too... since he went to buy soya bean for my mother and i..
and right after i said that... there was just silence... no one was talking at all.. and only when my dad came back.. my mother started tearing... and later she just walk off to the toilet of something and when we went back, she started to show all signs of attitude to show my dad that she was upset or piss off or something? and my dad can even turn back to ask my bro " WE BULLY MUMMY AR? " like har? i overheard it? and in my mind is like... what a sentence to say rite? cannot be " mummy's attitude like shit again har? " i wanted to shoot down my dad as well.. but i just kept my cool and kept walking since the person my dad ask was my bro and not me.. so i will just control myself first... [ but if my dad were to say that to me... i think he GG le.. ]
well.. then i was like so having the urge to just walk off and leave the damn house at that point of time.. but taking considerations of my exams, i din -.-'' but if i cant tolerate any of this shit anymore... i will just leave the house. and of cuz being such a good gal like me, i will bring my books along.. and a school uniform. =] and like.. my mother tear rite.. its not because i shoot her down or what u know? because i have been shooting her for so long till she don really bother to give a damn about me anymore.. then i believe she tear because... SHE DIN EXPECT HER DARLING SON WOULD EVER TURN TO SHOOT HER AND BACKFIRE HER! u know what this means? mean she just suck! what else?! like what ppl always tell me... UR MOTHER MADE U WHO U R TODAY!
so, now im going say that sentence once more for you all... MY MOTHER MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY! and actually i know they r trying to psyco me making me feel.. aww.. im damn gratefull or wat.. but read the sentence carefully again... " MY MOTHER MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY! " get the meaning? it means that.. i have turn into this rebellious person.. is because SHE MADE ME WHO I AM! and reason being? i feel no love at all...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
heya!!! ytd was damn damn fun!! [ but its only at night then fun... in the afternoon its like shit... ] ok!! and as for today, im just going to say a sentence about it.. because its tooooooo long for me to say the whole story. the sentence is...i am prepared and dare to leave the house anytime i wan, due to my shit family esp parents..
Thursday, September 18, 2008
hehs.. one of the chocs i made with gift box..
Felix~! the choc that u have ordered from me is rdy!! XD
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
today was tired man... i actually went jogging!! and i ran like SIAO.. wearing my lovely SiaoXsiao T-shirt.. XD and like i din stop running?! i just kept on running and running... and my face was so red... like a red apple -.-'' and then i just continued running.... well... i din call anyone to join me in running as every single time i called someone to join me in running, it rainned... -.-'' so the best!! this time i din called anyone to join me for running and it DIN RAIN!!! XD so happy~! ^^ and ok.. now.. im panting like crazy... but i guess i'll be just fine after while XD [ heng i din get asthma attack.... i forgot to bring my medicine along with me -.-'' ] actually.. things got quite bad that i was like fainting... lols!! but like so ps rite? faint there? so.... with my will power and determination, I RAN HOME!! hahas!! i am really proud of myself!! [ pat myself on the shoulder and saying job well done! XD ]
okay.... i know im crazy.. but cant blame.. i don't know whats exactly wrong with me... and actually im kind piss? hahas because i was so tired and that like there was a bowl on my table.. because earlier on i ate a small bowl of noodles that was taken from my bro's share.. and that i was like asking my grandmother to help me wash... but well, she has a cut of her finger i guess.. so she told me to wash it myself.. so i din mind and say oh.. ok.. its alrite i will wash it myself XD.. but then its hard to remove the stains? so i put my bowl on the basin and put some water to let the thing soak first and so i went back to my room to rest for awhile... and like suddenly my bro just came in and raise his voice towards me saying " SHERMEEN. NEXT TIME U BETTER WASH UR BOWL IF U R GONNA EAT ANYTHING! YOU KNOW GRANDMOTHER ALREADY HAVE A CUT AND U STILL WANT HER TO WASH FOR U! "
but i was like so being wronged? and like my bro is a type of person that won't even bother listening to my explaination.. so well.. i just replied saying " i din ask her to wash the bowl for me. " and he was like... uh... wait... what he say? i forgot -.-'' oh ya! i remember!! he said " BUT YOU SHOULD NOT PUT YOUR BOWL THERE WHAT! " i mean like whats wrong with putting my bowl there to soak first since it will be easier to wash later on? like dots? everything its my fault.. ah.. might as well... just let it be.. since im like too tired to even bother to actually argue... hahas!! XD actually i realise one thing... i am like always being wrongly blame for things... like don't know what's wrong... everyone usually misunderstands me... wonder whats like wrong...
Oh ya!! talking about the chocs... i can actually like sell them!! XD [ but i wonder who would like buy la -.-'' ] but well still just sell for the fun of it.. ok here are the prices for the chocs...
- semi sweeten dark chocs [$0.50] per piece
- semi sweeten chocs with hazel nut in it [$0.70] per piece- white chocs [$0.70] per piece
- white chocs with hazel nut in it [$1] per piece- lovely combi half white, half dark [$1] per piece
- lovely combi half white, half dark with hazel nut in it [$1.50] per piece*Special Orders*
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gifts for birthdays is something that can't be taken lightly.. giving chocs brings the sweetness in their hearts to be happy =) ~~~
Big piece of choc with the word "Happy Birthday" on it.
--> ( all semi sweeten dark choc meaning including the words [$20] ) --> ( all pure white choc meaning including the words [$23] )
--> ( if the words "Happy Birthday" is in dark chocs and the base is white chocs [$26] )
--> ( if the words "Happy Birthday" is in white chocs and the base is in dark chocs [$23] )
* gifts box plus ribbion tied and packed nicely will is available. [$4] additional *if possible will upload pics for u all to see and will create a choc blog for the real edition of it.. well.. go ahead and give it a try.. =] and prices may increase due to over popularity? i donno.. wait till the actual blog is on. but if u all wanna buy any can contact me.. or tag there.. [ erm.. u can test the chocs first -.-'' ]
Monday, September 15, 2008
hey PARENTS! i don't know why you are always picking on me.. and venting all ur emotions on me.. but well.. since u r my parents.. so wat? hahas!! i don say that sentence.. " aiya.. nvm.. my parents mah.. let it be lo.. " EVERY SINGE TIME U ALL TOOK MY AS THOUGH IM SOME KIND OF LIVING SHIT! if u r not happy with me, just tell me straight in the face and don have to bang here bang there JUST TO LET ME KNOW THAT LIKE YOU ARE BLOODY PISSED OFF WITH ME OR SOMETHING!
BECAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF IT! AND SO DOES MY FRIENDS... since u r the one that claims that im the one that made her cry and she is ur darling blah blah blah... i shall cut everything short. but so? saying u will protect her protect her donno protect wat shit WHEN U ARE JUST ANOTHER IDIOT SITTING INFRONT OF UR STUPID COM TYPING TO ME SAYING U WILL PROTECT HER and beating around the bush and indirectly trying to shoot me saying that im the one that made her cry and tear like some kind of baby?
hello? if u r that smart ass.. and u wanna "PROTECT" her... and since don say im Unfair... knowing that your brains are CMI. then fine... u can always find me up and wack me or something? because u r some kind of "beng" with ur stupid members or wat trying to act gangster? thats y im not scare of u LIM HONGYEOW! although im not refering to u here.. but since most of my readers know him.. so gave his name as an example. anyway.. u wanna wack me say la! and pls don give me that crap saying wat boy cannot wack gal or wat..
if u really wanna protect her or wat... u can at most get another gal to come and wack me? like as though i really give a big deal bout it? because its SOOOO LAME CAN?! i cant stand idiots just sitting down lookin at their com and typing crap to me saying they will protect her and stuff? like u wan protect then go ahead and protect all u wan la. must let me know har? because U R A ASS FLIRT THAT IS LIKE IN LOVE WITH HER AND UR EX AND CAN'T EVEN GET A CLEAR HEAD THAT WHO U R ACTUALLY IN LOVE IN U R ARE A FUCKING SON OF A BITCH! so pls do not msn me crap stuff saying u will protect her..
IF U REALLY WANNA PROTECT HER THEN COME FIND ME LA! protect protect.. all u all only know how to do is make me pissed.. bloody fuckers... FAMILY LIKE SHIT.. FRIENDS ARE EQUALLY LIKE SHIT. [except for some.] but pls don come and be glad hoping that u r " the some" that i mention that r like good friends? because no one is actually willing to hear me out? BECAUSE NO ONE GIVE A DAMN! and well.. so i only could bottle everything up and vent it on my poor blog... [ and im cutting everything short.. because the one i post before is filled with 90% of bad words ] and for your info... PLS DON GIVE ME THAT CRAP SAYING I WILL STAND UP FOR U BECAUSE WE R CLOSE FRIENDS... BECAUSE U R THE ONE IM SAYING! SO DON GIVE ME THAT PIECE OF SHIT!
if u are like putting on a mask... then im really sorry because i have see through it all... so don try to act as though u r SO FUCKING MR. NICE GUY that is trying to act and be nice infront of me. because that makes me just wanna puke. AND FOR PPL THAT WAN MY TRUST, EARN IT! don keep asking you trust me anot. you trust me anot. VERY IRRITATING YOU KNOW?! what you all have did lied to me whether if its big or small issue... its the SAME! and some more its not even a white lie.. [ CAN U BELIEVE SOMEONE ACTUALLY LIED TO ME JUST BECAUSE THAT PERSON WANNA PLAY DOTA WITHOUT ANY DISTURBANCE?!?! ] still say freinds are there for each other... LOAD OF CRAP MAN!
and like if u were to tell me nicely that u r playing dota, i would actually like understand?! because i play too and like who wanna be a feeder in games... I KNOW IT! BUT HEY! BY LYING DOSENT MAKE YOU A HERO U KNOW?! and if u made any promise... THEN DON BREAK IT LA! only know how to break a promise and then come and say sorry to me... and as usual i will always forgive? SO U THINK SORRY SORRY THEN CAN LIAO RITE?! but its really sad to say... some of your sorries have already become too common that it don even weight a feather. thinkin that i sounded insulting? than think what all of u have did to me. [ and by the way, im not refering to all? so as long as u r not guity... then most prob u r not ]
worst case... WHEN IM LIKE REFERING TO YOU AND U DON EVEN KNOW IT AND STILL ACTING NICE INFRONT OF ME. maybe thats not how u think? but u r like telling someone that is not really in good terms with that person and kept saying about that person's stuff. USE BUTT TO THINK ALSO KNOW ITS STUPID. seriously speaking.. u should be really glad u r pissing me off at msn and not face to face.. because i don even know what i will say or do if u were to be right infront of me!
urg... nvm... anyway.. yeah.. just went downstairs to met yang.. and chat alot.. thanks for everything manzxz xD really appreciate it alot.. so i will stop here because i have chill out.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hey hey hey!!! yoz yoz readers!!! its like soooo damn cool ok.. im like going mad.. -.-'' ok.. like this early early EARLY morning, like about... 12 am till about 2 am like that have been talking to ____. [ ps.. the person is NOT my stead -.-'' but just to prevent any rumours.. so ya.. XD ] then like he is going on some... probs? i guess... with his family.. [ haiz.. hope u feel better manxzx =D ] and like we were chatting chatting chatting about this... about that... then later part due to some CRAPPY reason, we laugh till stomach pain.. -.-'' part of it was that.. we were suppose to feel tired.. as we wanna sleep and to study... so... he suggested that we will count sheeps to sleep.. XD and guess wat.. after counting... we laugh even worse.. LOL!! okok because.. he was saying.. " 1 sheep " then i would have to continue saying " jump over the fence " and when we were counting just till the THIRD SHEEP!! something happened!!! he was saying " 3 sheep " but i din say that it jump over the fence.. and instead this time round i said " oh.. the third sheep too fat already.. can't jump.. " hahas!! and then there was like a sudden SILENCE!! and the next second... WE BURST INTO LAUGHTER!! i tell u... its damn funny lo... okok.. and like after that really cant stay on to chat any longer as he needed to "study" so.. well.. we hang and went off to dreamland!! XD. hahas.. okok fast forward... now its like already in the evening.. and i wanted to go for a jog.. and ting a ling was with me.. but when he came to my block.. it started raining.. so instead we walked up and down the stairs like 3 WHOLE TIMES!! hahas!! and like today made some chocos.. so he was the first person that was not my family that tried it!! XD its nice manxzxz!! hehs... my bro ate a whole lot of it. and so now... im like slacking infront of my com.. LOL!!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
HEY DAD! are u a sucker? a fucker? an idiot? or a pain in the ass?! like WHAT THE FUCK IS ACTUALLY WRONG WITH YOU?! my day was like sooo alrite UNTIL when i came home at NIGHT... like NOW.. -.-'' went "studying" the whole day? from morning till like evening.. and came home and got some sarcastic remarks... and now that im on the com.. and like u ask me wanna eat mango? i said i wan.. and i ALREADY LIKE FUCKING SAY IT LONG AGO?! and like har?? wat u did? sit down there at watch movie on ur BLOODY ASS COMPUTER!
when i went out.. i said i wanted to eat mango again.. and he look at me and i like saying yeah.. then later i went back to my room again. then i went out again and went straight into his face and stared at him. then i told him i wanna eat mango.. then he took out his ear piece and say " wat u want. " like wat? i have to repeat myself again?! and then its still ok.. i don mind telling him AGAIN.. so i said.. " i though i have already told u and u have ask me ? i say i wanna eat mango. " and like guess wat he say?
he said to me.. " yeah.. i know. but u are like SOOOO BUSY ON UR COMPUTER. " like what the fuck?? and before he could say anything.. knowing by his attitude with a whole lot of sarcastic remarks MEANT FOR ME. i just cut his sentence and just say " oh well.. i guess so. then since u said that im busy.. than its fine. i don't wanna have it already. " then i just walked off.. " and like minutes later he serve my mother mango and then gave me mango as well. like.... hey readers.. do u all get how i feel anot? like my parents CANT LIVE ONE DAY OF THEIR LIVE WITHOUT MAKING ME NOT PISS... everytime i have to show attitude that i get wat i wanted? like har??? its just mango leh...
and for all your info... its not that im dying to eat mango? its like i wanted to make chocos to eat and some for my friends. just that my dad DON ALLOW ME TO MAKE CHOCOS TODAY! thats why he ask me if i wanna have some mango instead.. so i was like... try not to make things difficult? and so i just said i will have some mango then. like he ask me first and he make it sound as thought its my fault. like what the fuck yeah? towards my family... they r just HOPELESS...
Friday, September 12, 2008
well... i have choir today!! XD it was quite ok? can't really say fun.. and can't really say boring.. and like was kinda tried.. and when choir was like ending... someone is suppose to keep the music stand.. which like no one kept it? and then later cherie's that clique of hers all started looking at me? then i was like " har? me ar? " hahas!! then cherie was like " duh... u r the committee member. " and i was like oh.. ok. and then i started to laugh my ass off.. because the last time i tried to do that i can't -.-'' hahas!!
then i don't even know wat to take out... and stuff... and so beverley came to help me and so at last we DID IT!!! [ and my stupid PMFA was there saying "aiya... queen so lousy ar.." ] then i was like.. i did it!!!! hahas ;DD ok.. then took my bag and left the PAC.. ^^ once outside, i saw my laogong yueqin!!! then i was like telling her in chinese saying " wo shi leng dao............ " hahas!! cause it was damn cold... or maybe cause im still sick that's why.. -.-'' then right after that yueqin was like replying me saying " wo shi ri dao................ " cause she is a NPCC cadet.. so yeah.. have to go and see the lovely sun.. XD
went back to class soon after as lessons are starting.. and its like CHINESE!!! and as you know.. when ever it comes to chinese, to me, there is only one word that i could say about it.. and the word is................. BORING!! XD [ i sound so bad... =x.. but my chinese teacher is really nice.. quite understanding.. ^^ ] and soon once it ended.. i headed home!! XD
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Mummy and i XD
hmmm... nth much to blog today.. school and home.. thats all!! XD
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
hehes... ok la.. today during class was like kinda bad... because of some stuff... but after school met up with friends and they really brighten up my day!! we played like some crazy people!! XD and we have pillow fights.. [ more like cusion fights -.-'' ] and i went around disturbing people... and we run around catching each other like some crazy freaks as well.. LOL!!ok... then came home... ^^ hmm.. after awhile cause of my health problem then have to go hospital AGAIN... -.-'' LOL! health health health..... ok.. then when i reach home.. and packing my things and stuff... then i realise i lost $50... that i have save really really hard for it... and now its gone.. -.-'' feeling kinda pissed with myself.. but can't be help... feeling sad or piss wont make my money come back to me again... so... oh well, just look on the bright side of life! ^^
Monday, September 8, 2008
well.. thats all i can say that is happening to me today...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
MeeN pls be strong!!MeeN pls be strong!!MeeN pls be strong!!MeeN pls be strong!!MeeN pls be STRONG!no matter what has happen... i can like argue with you in the middle of the nite.. pls man... why is your attitude bad ar? talking to me with some shit attitude and what else you want? talking with such a sarcastic tone knowing that i won't feel good about it. that thing between her and me is like long over? but u keep hanging on to it? because you said the promise you made to me is not valid? or saying that u promise not to touch her but din promise anything other than that? and using such a threatening tone? pls man... are you a guy anot? being so petty over these kind of things.. and when i decided to drop the matter. you start showing me an attitude again. like what the fuck?! as besties the way you are talking is so over? i seriously wonder what kind of friends do you hang out with that turn you into such a person. and im sure u will be like telling me... " if u think im so difficult, then don talk to me la" like diao? do not take me for granted!to me, friends play a very important role in my life. and i do cherish and care for them a lot. but if you think that im such a bother, just say it. because if u ever think about it. if i don even regard you as my friend, y would i still be here talking to you and even arguing with our point of view? the reason is simple. its because i care and regarded you as a friend so i would want the best for all my friends. but please do not have that kind of mentality thinking that i will always be there all the time and therefore take me for granted thinking that i will always just be right there.and there is one thing i wanna say about. sometimes, you don need people to say about your character or personality.. because it will consist of judgmental value. anyway.. to cut everything short. as normal humans, people tend to talk amoung their friends and stuff.. gossip here and there... laugh things out till the sun is down... well, thats what normal friends does anyway. but sometimes... a person's action and character do not need to be told by others as they have eyes to see for themselves.. so.. to everyone, even to myself.. time will reveal the person you actually are.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
i LOVE him LOADS!!
happy or sad.. angry or pissed.. we will always be together ^^
in my dreams, im not so far away from home..
all my life all the time.. im so far away from home..
without you.. i will be so far away from home =]
we will NEVER be APART~!
hahas.. did lots of stunts today cause of him XD hahas!! and cause my whole family to be so messed up because of me doing stunts hahas!! i will bring the old me back! XD ok la... although sometimes u maybe pissed off with me.. and sometimes i maybe pissed off with you.. and in times when i am feeling low... you don know how to show me concern.. but i do believe deeply that it is not you do not care but you don know how to show it.. but well.. its ok!! XD [ because if u ever show if.. i think there will be a blue moon appearing XD ] and i put your pic not because i wanna desiao you.. its because i really do cherish you alot ^^
and so... thanks for everything!! XD[ questions will NOT be entertained. ]MeeN is loved by you YYY
Thursday, September 4, 2008
hey! i just reached home!!! XD and its like 11.30pm.. hahas!! kinda late huh? but actually i don find it late leh... ok now im going to tell you my lovely day!! XD okok.. first, i woke up like uhh..... 11.45am. kana force to try my grandmother's new dishes... which taste kinda nice ^^ then later was like with my grandmother downstairs to eat pizza and had to help her carry dragon fruits!! but i don mind la.. grandmother old liao.. =x hahas!!
supposingly suppose to meet the clique for kbox today at like 2.30. but just because of me, i reached at like 3.35... T.T well... im seriously SORRY PPL!!! hahas! XD i really din meant to be late.. well.. but as goodie freinds of mine, instead of going to kbox first. they actually waited for me!! [ i was really touched!! ] esp mummy[amanda], knowing that i am such a blur sotong... i sure wont be able to find my way to the place and she actually waited for me somewhere much more easy for me to be able to spot her!! and like guess what? she was the one that spotted me first.. hahas!! and later she was like rushing me saying the rest was waiting.. ^^ THANKS GUYS!!! love you LOADS!!
ok.. then went to kbox with mummy[amanda], carmen, ashley[stead], leon, edmund and yuehan.. hahas! XD it was totally fun like CRAZY man!! ok first its like carmen was the "PA" person that help us to choose songs.... adjust the volume of the mikes and the volume of songs and stuff... and like we sang and sang and also got de Siao by people... -.-'' after singing like some freaks, we went swensens to have our dinner!! ^^ and right after dinner we went to far east where ashley's cousin shop was at.. and then the guys were like talking bout the shop " I love Stage " but actaully their main motive of going there is like not the shop? but one of the staff girls at the shop because they said that the girl was pretty.. hahas!! so everytime when someone says " i love stage " other ppl at the back will add saying " the staffs " hahas!! so the whole sentence end up sounding like.. " i love stage the staff. " hahas!!
well.. we reached ashley's cousin shop and ashley told her cousin about that shop whether her cousin knew about it... and i think it was edmund that was kinda interested with one of the staff over there.. and then ashley cousin REALLY brought us over to their shop!! even when the shop is already close!! cool huh.. XD then we were all really excited to see how the staff girl that they were talking about looks like. and suddenly... edmund just refuses to go.. as he was SHY!!! LOLxD then mummy and i are like trying to get them damn edmund moving!! but the was so strong -.-'' and yuehan was like.. EDMUND!! i help u save your guitar~! LOL!! then in the end i have used up all my strength in pulling him and that he was still at the same spot -.-''..... so i just told yuehan like.. " aiya... forget it.. lets go.. " and mummy was like also cannot take it already and so the three of us catch up with the rest into the " i love stage " the shop.
ok... it was a pretty cool shop? and that ashley's cousin did not beat round the bush and just told straight that one of the guys wanted the staff number. XD and that edmund i also donno where did he ran to? but did not came into the shop.. after quite a long while at the shop, we went back to ashley's cousin shop and was still wondering where is edmund... and like guess what.. he went off!!! LOLXD!! and just left us behind.. hahas! but can't blame him ba... he was too shy... xD ok.. then we decided to go back... while on our way back, mummy and i went "high" again... and that we took a crazy pic.. and went home after that =]
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
guess what... im still now asleep yet? and so now im blogging as its already the next morning and my daddy[hongyeow] just sms me a bed time story that is ULTRA LAME can? LOLXD and so.. im gonna tell u all the bedtime story that he told me.. HAHAS!! and here it goes...
Once upon a time there are 3 little piggy, and their names are shermeen, yanrong and SiaoXsiao. 3 of them each wanna build a house to give themselves a shelter protecting them from the bad stormy weather and also to protect them from the big bad woft.. so, shermeen thinks that building a strw house is good. and so she went to collect straws to make a house. On the other hand, yanrong thinks that sticks are better for building houses and so she went to collect sticks to build her perfect house. as for the last one, SiaoXsiao wanted to build a very strong house that is made of bricks and went to borrow some cement from a house builder. and together with bricks and cement, she managed to build a lovely house out of bricks.
then one fine day, a wolf came along and saw shermeen inside the house! and so, the woft went to blow shermeen's house down and shermeen ran over to yanrong's house. the wolf also followed shermeen to yanrong's house and blew down yanrong's house as well!! so both piggies ran to SiaoXsiao house that is made out of bricks which SiaoXsiao had just completed by putting up a door. and all of the 3 piggies went to the brick house and close the door shut so that the big bad wolfy could not come in. as the bricks are so strong, the wolf has use up all his energy and died during the process of blowing and the piggies soon died as well as they forgot to build windows for their house. THE END!
WALAU!! lame rite? first time see till so lame the story man!! so suck lor!! LOLXD hahas!! well.. but at least it made me laugh my ass off.. LOL!!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
okies.. well.. i guess today my day will be BORING!! so might as well just blog now.. when its like only 1pm.. hahas!! okies.. i woke up in the morning and look at my handphone and there is like 12 smses -.-'' [ and later my parents will think that im a business lady -.-''' ] hahas!! but it was really heart warming to see so many morning messages when i open up my eyes to a new day ahead! XDhmm.. talking bout yesterday.. since yesterday i got no mood to talk when i got a fishy bone stuck at my throat.. but now im fine!!! XD okok.. it was like at night, mummy[amanda] called me up when im on the way home saying that she have a chinese paper tomorrow.. [which means its today -.-'' ] and her dictionary is with me!! and i got to bring it to her man.. N lvl leh.. impt!! XD so i went home.. and told my dad i was going out again.. hahas!! and guess what.. my dad gave me an expression as if i own him a million dollars.. -.-'' then i was like explaining that manda has a chinese paper tmr and her dictionary that she lended me was still with me... so my dad decided to drive me there.. XD and guess what.. during the journey, my dad start questioning me as though im like a criminal... saying y i wake up so late and blah blah blah... then i got piss? but i don wan my dad to scold me saying.. " you think i own u a million dollar iszit?! " he always says that when i showed some attitude.oh well, so i decided to shoot him in a NICE way... XD. i was like saying.. " daddy.. is your work usually very stressful? " then my dad talk talk talk... donno talk wat shit about his work... and i have to look as though im damn attentive when nothing gets in my brain.. -.-'' hahas!! i was like waiting for my dad to ask me.. like.. " gal.. why do you ask if daddy is stress at work anot? " and... guess what.. HE DID ASK!! woohoo~! so its pay back time!! XD so i replied him saying.. " oh.. i see.. because every single time u come home, you have been showing some kind of shit attitude towards me and i don know if it is due to your work load or its because you don like the sight of me. " [ and im saying it with a smile on my face.. XD ] hahas!! and when my dad heard what i say, his expression totally change man!!! lolxD and then he just kept quiet.. hahas! first blood always seem to be mine.. XD so i decided to pop out some topic as my dad was trying to insult me back.. and i said " dad, every single time in the car.. we will always end up arguing for some reason or so.. and the reason why we r not arguing now is because both of us are actaully trying to shoot each other down in a polite manner... " and guess what.. my dad said.. yeah he was actually trying to shoot me and insult me back. but.. sad to say, skill not there lor.. SUCKA!!! XDand he din even know that i took 8 panadol i guess... there is so much things that my parents don even know because all they care about is just my grades... and so... went up to mummy house and pass her the dictionary and went back to the car and back to my jail.. ^^ hahas.. and thats how the fish bone prob occur when i was eating dinner -.-''okies! now for today!! XD i shall wear a halo on my head and my a angel at home... XD ok.. i will try to complete my homework if i can.. hahas!! XD [ thats y i told u today was bored.. -.-'' ] ok.. but i will still SURVIVE!!! because... I AM SHERMEEN!! woots~! XD
Monday, September 1, 2008
today is crap man! i woke up with a headache like so pain? popped 8 panadols into my mouth and after awhile its still pain? how crap can my day be.. then later met up with kel they all at lib to "study" and then came back home have dinner
and now i have no mood to blog at all because i have a fish bone in my throat and its so pain!! and i cant take it out? i cant swallow it down? and worst is.. MY PARENTS DON GIVE A FUCK CARE.. swallow saliva also pain... wtf manzxz... the is so crap. then i cant swallow anything?
i wanna eat the chocs that my mother have to make myself feel better.. my mother say.. " oh.. u cannot open.. because kor kor saw it first.. so its his. " i was thinking like aint the chocos my mothers'? then she said " yupps but kor saw it first so its his. hahas " i feel so sick of this crap can? like wtf is this my mother is SO FUCKING BIAS~! i just feel so piss for that moment and with the bone in my throat its like not helping me to feel any better.
im not like piss with my bro? but im not happy with my PARENTS! esp my MOTHER. don even seem to care.. actually even my friends are more worried bout me then them? like diao? aiya PAIN LA! thats all for today!
i LOVE him LOADS!!
