WOOTS!!! today is effin fun alright?! it's been like a real long time that i've laugh until stomach pain.. hahas!! okays.. today i went out with Vanessa and Mr horny.. HAHAS!! LOL!!!
okays... it's like too much for me to say? but brieftly, we went to catch a movie and after that due to some reason... which is kinda sick.. i laughed really loudly and soon vanessa realise what happen and started laughin really loudly too!!! okays... it's something about having pockets at the back... HAHAS!!!
okays... and Mr horny actually said it's ok to be doing that? like wth? LOL!! next time those that go out with him make sure be more careful... hahas~!!! real real happy today man!!! well.. but actually joanne is suppose to come as well... but due to some reason, she can't... oh well... anyway had fun like some crazy ass!! hahas~!
Ps: Leon u are certainly welcome!! anyway that's what friends are for ain't it? ^^v
oh ya oh ya!! pls beware of Mr horny.. hahas!!! XD
and thanks faith and seb.... both of u very cute lahs... thanks for being there =D
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Okays i'm just here to state something about myself ^^
I AM A GIRL THAT...
over reacts super sensitive is very mean is ugly is unfriendly thinks too much get piss off easily ppl always ignore me ppl keep "lol-ing" at me as thought im a fool ppl keep "dot-ing" [...] get hurt easily is super straight forward
there is still many more... and those that hate my personality just fuck off and stop hurting me and i still have to act as though i'm fine in front of you. it's not easy ok? and.. I DON WAN TO BE A BEST FRIEND TO SOMEONE ELSE JUST BY HAVING A NAME..
if u call me your best friend, treat me the same and ur other bestie and don't even go [mia] missing in action and talk to others for effin long then come and say sorry blah blah blah.. I AM A HUMAN, I HAVE FEELINGS!
Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY MOO YEAR PEEPS!!! ;DDD
Okays... today's topic is... am i a Freak or a freaK?
hahas... i'm saying this because i find myself really really weird? it's totally insane alright? i have totally no idea how can i actually think of a person that it's just so normal and someone that is being considered So NOT important to me? freak huh? LOL!! okays it goes like... there's this guy that have been texting me and goes like blah blah blah.. and i treat him SUPER cold? and SUPER mean that i've never treat my friends like that unless i'm really agitated or angry... and instead, i actually treat him like that on purpose? [i know.. i know... it's kinda like... Dots rite? hahas!!] but yeah! it's true alright?! because first, this person seriously demands A LOT! like the moment he talks to u in msn or text, he expects an reply REAL FAST! and it's like hell no that i'll do it?
and then i've like been scolding him for every single little thing. much worst is sometimes i scold him because i don't like the wat he type... hahas!! it's like example the word 'so' he said it as 'sho', the word 'love' he said it as 'lub' and he always say 'bleh' which i practically hates it? because almost every single text has it! -.-'' but like after that, when he text me saying he is home [which i didn't even ask him.. -.-''] i replied saying "good for you" which that will be something that i would never ever text someone? because to me it's considered really rude... and guess wat, he didn't reply after that... like for effin long he didn't reply?
after some time i started thinking and wondering why aint he replying... then i will go and like check my handphone... [and i actually checked my handphone ONCE!!! like wtf?] because usually i don't check my handphone... and there was STILL no reply... then i started to wonder if he's angry or something that i've treated him so mean... and then i can't stand it, i went to lie on my bed thinking that he's not worth for me to even kill my brain cells... so when i get back to my desk to continue using the computer, i realise he texted me.. and guess wat... HE WAS ASLEEP THAT'S WHY!!! LOL!!!
it's like.... i'm speechless and i think i'm a freak.. because i have totally no interest in this crap guy... maybe i got stalked too much.. LOL!!!
Friday, January 23, 2009
I AM FUCKING ANGRY WITH MY PARENTS TILL THE EXTEND THAT I CAN PUT THE "F" WORD.. U SHOULD KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM LE BA?! THE MOMENT I CAME HOME, MUM STARTED BARKING LIKE A IDIOTIC MAD DOG! AND DAD DIDN'T EVEN HELP ME! NOT BAD YEAH MY FAMILY? BARK BARK BARK.. LATER MY DAD SAY DRIVE ME BACK TO GET IT, MY MUM ACTED LIKE A ANGEL AND SAY "OH.. IT'S OK.." LIKE WAT THE FUCK?! I CANT STAND UR ATTITUDE ANYMORE ALRIGHT?!
WAT ARE PARENTS?! IF U CAN EVEN BARK AT ME FOR NOT GETTING THAT BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! AND WHY I DON'T KNOW? BECAUSE AS A MUM, YOU HAVE NEVER EVER ACCOMPANY ME TO ANY OF THAT SHOPS BEFORE TO GET ANYTHING LIKE THAT! AND WHO CAME WITH ME? MY FRIENDS.. GET WAT? THE MOST PERSONAL STUFF. BECAUSE WHY? YOU ARE EFFIN BUSY THAT U HAVE TOTALLY NO TIME FOR UR OWN BLOOD DAUGHTER THAT WHEN I CAME HOME ALL U DO IS JUST BARK..
I AM SERIOUSLY WONDERING IF EVER THERE IS ONE FINE DAY THAT SUDDENLY YOU BECOME A SUPER NICE PERSON THAT TREAT ME REALLY WELL. AND WHEN DID THAT DAY COME? IT NEVER CAME!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SCOLD ME BECAUSE EVEN WHEN DAD SHOWS HIS LIKE BITS OF CONCERNS ALTHOUGH HE CARES LIKE SO MUCH MORE ON MY GRADES AND PRACTICALLY HECK CARE ANY OTHER STUFF OTHER THEN MY GRADES... BUT AT LEAST HE KNOW HOW TO FAKE IT AND ACT AS THOUGH HE IS INTERESTED IN WATEVER IM SAYING!
IT'S YOU MUM!!! IT'S ALL YOU YOU YOU!!! FIRST U DON EVEN SHOW ME CARE AND CONCERN FOR A DAUGHTER AND LIKE SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU EVER GO OUT SHOPPING WITH ME?! 5 YEARS BACK?!?! WHEN OTHER THEN 5 YEARS BACK STILL GOT WHEN? ONLY WHEN I'M FUCKING GOING OVERSEAS!!! AND WHATS WORST IS, YOU DON EVEN KNOW I'M GOING OVERSEAS UNTIL WHEN I TOLD U TMR I'M GOING OVERSEAS.. [it's for that time the suzhou competition] WAT DID U DO TO ME THAT I HAVE TO LIKE RESPECT YOU? OH... BECAUSE U ARE MY MOTHER AND U GAVE BIRTH TO ME?!?!?!
I'M SO SORRY BEACUSE I'M SO NOT GONNA TAKE THAT FUCKING SHIT! I'VE HAVE BEEN BEARING ALL THE PAIN IN MY HEART AND ALMOST CRYING EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID SHIT MUM I'VE GOT.. I'M NOT A BOY THAT'S WHY YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH ME IS IT?! IF YOU ARE, WHY CAN'T U JUST ABORT ME DURING THAT TIME?!?!?! OH.. MAYBE U WANTED BUT IT'S NOT ALLOWED?!? BECAUSE EVEN U CAN TELL ME WITH FACE TO FACE THAT U ACTUALLY DIDN'T WANT ME!!! WAT AM I TO THIS FAMILY?!?! A THING???!!!!!
THE MOMENT I CAME HOME, U MADE ME CRY.. YOU DON CARE ABOUT ME, HOW HAVE I BEEN DOING, WHERE DO I GO USUALLY, HOW AM I DOING WITH MY FRIENDS, THOSE LOVELY MOTHERLY TALKS WITH THEIR DAUGHTER... I DON'T HAVE ANY!!! I YOU CARE IS ABOUT MY GRADES GRADES AND GRADES. WHEN IM HUNGRY WAT U DO AS A MOTHER? LET ME TELL YOU! ALTHOUGH MONEY IS IMPORTANT, BUT IT'S NOT EVERTHING ALRIGHT?!!?! TO BE HONEST AND NOT TO HIDE, I'M A GIRL.. AND IT'S A DUH THING THAT I NEEDA WEAR BRA.. AND WHO ACCOMPANY ME TO BUY THESE KIND OF PERSONAL STUFF? NOT YOU! IT'S NOT YOU YOU YOU!!!!
YOU ARE NOT EVEN DOING UR JOB AS A MOTHER! DON EVEN NEEDA ADD A WORD LOVING IN FRONT BECAUSE U CANT EVEN BE FIT INTO THE WORD MOTHER! IF YOU THINK U DID, WHY CAN'T I EVEN FEEL LOVE BY THIS STUPID FAMILY?! IF YOU REALLY DON'T WAN ME SO MUCH! GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE OR TELL ME TO GO AND DIE LA! I WILL BE GLADLY TO DO SO!
and to be honest, i'm not actually angry.. but i'm really really heart broken..
Monday, January 19, 2009
psps so long nv blog... really really busy with school stuff... and if i'm not busy with school stuff, i'll be playing T.D... so equally busy in another way la.. LOL!!! ok la.. so let me upload some pics that i took recently. ^^ ok.. maybe not i took.. but well, im in it!! ;DDD
This pic is SUPER meaningful can?!?! because.. WE TOOK IT IN CLASS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE TEACHER! LOL!!!! ;DDD
Okays... and this is i think the first ever pic that sangeetha took with me!! xD
THIS MAKE ME LAUGH!!! owning la.. LOL
Sunday, January 11, 2009
ok... just to announce, since some peeps don't get it, I don't like anyone now.. COMFIRM. not even like... secretly liking anyone.. lols because i realise that's kinda stupid.. so i would have to get a life.. so yeah.. and the other reason is because...........
everytime i was like freaking hoping thinking that my prince will some how come and be beside me for every single thing. and made everything felt like a fairy tale... but sometimes, my thoughts are usually like walking the wrong path.. but it also did bring me up to another level.. and trust me.. oh ya, and for girls, even if your group of friends are much prettier or anything such as that, do not and never ever feel discouraged!!
Because.. it's really wonderful to hang out with the prettiest girls and at the same time, even if you're not a very beautiful swan amoung them, you can be very sure... or instead super sure that if any guy falls for you, it's because you have the most wonderful inner beauty that no one has ever seen. and that guy really loves you for who you are and not how you look!
so usually i'm someone that is like that.. my friends around me are really gorgeous and having loads of peeps that are liking them. at start, you might feel that you are not as good as others and stuff like that... but just look at another different perspective from others. you are great the way you are. and you don't have to make changes.
To Him (N): ... sorry i can't accept you... i seriously don't need you to prove anything for me. it's not that u are not good looking or wat.. but now, i'm not really into thin relationships at all.. i really wan someone to be there for me when i really need them and show me their moral support and not going mia for a few hours talking to another friend. [nt saying tat ur r doing that] but ya... sorry.. we'll see how it goes ba.. =]
To You (C): I Didnt Steal your Boyfriend. and why should u be angry with me when we are BFF once? and the words that he said to me, comes out from his mouth not mine. i didn't even say a thing. instead you are not blaming you boyfriend and instead placing the blame on me... where's the BFF that i use to know?
Saturday, January 10, 2009
I SHALL AND WILL PROVE TO YOU[PARENTS] THAT MY TEARS IS NOT FREE! AND GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD! IF YOU DON LIKE ME TO TAKE THAT COUSRE... WHEN U SAY I SHOULD GET SOMETHING THAT I'M INTERESTED IN.. AND SAYING THAT IM BRAINLESS AND CAN'T EVEN GET PROPER BROCHERS!!! THAN YOU GO CHOOSE MY COURSE FOR ME AND GO WITH ME TO GET THE BLOODY DAMN BROCHERS LA! SINCE IN THE FIRST PLACE WHAT EVER I DO, NONE OF U LIKE IT!!!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Sexy Back!~ LOL!!!
Spring cleaning?
Hahas!!! okays.. as you can see from the photos that i've taken, they are my mum. i took the photos secretly but openly... because.. it's just so cute la... she said it's spring cleaning and she, without asking for my consent, just threw my sandals away... LOL! so soon i'm gonna get her to buy me one.....
and like... that's all for today? suppose to continue my homework.. but......... oh well, guess you all know the answer already.. so i'll just ditch the excuses that i was gonna tell.. hahas!! HappyAlways yeah! ;DDD
Thursday, January 1, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!!;DDD it's a brand new year and everything rocks!!! XD okays... its a new year so let the past memories stay as the past.. so.. FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE!! WOOTS!!
I LOVE YOU PPL!!! XD
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
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choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
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white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
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Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
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