I AM FUCKING ANGRY WITH MY PARENTS TILL THE EXTEND THAT I CAN PUT THE "F" WORD.. U SHOULD KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM LE BA?! THE MOMENT I CAME HOME, MUM STARTED BARKING LIKE A IDIOTIC MAD DOG! AND DAD DIDN'T EVEN HELP ME! NOT BAD YEAH MY FAMILY? BARK BARK BARK.. LATER MY DAD SAY DRIVE ME BACK TO GET IT, MY MUM ACTED LIKE A ANGEL AND SAY "OH.. IT'S OK.." LIKE WAT THE FUCK?! I CANT STAND UR ATTITUDE ANYMORE ALRIGHT?!
WAT ARE PARENTS?! IF U CAN EVEN BARK AT ME FOR NOT GETTING THAT BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! AND WHY I DON'T KNOW? BECAUSE AS A MUM, YOU HAVE NEVER EVER ACCOMPANY ME TO ANY OF THAT SHOPS BEFORE TO GET ANYTHING LIKE THAT! AND WHO CAME WITH ME? MY FRIENDS.. GET WAT? THE MOST PERSONAL STUFF. BECAUSE WHY? YOU ARE EFFIN BUSY THAT U HAVE TOTALLY NO TIME FOR UR OWN BLOOD DAUGHTER THAT WHEN I CAME HOME ALL U DO IS JUST BARK..
I AM SERIOUSLY WONDERING IF EVER THERE IS ONE FINE DAY THAT SUDDENLY YOU BECOME A SUPER NICE PERSON THAT TREAT ME REALLY WELL. AND WHEN DID THAT DAY COME? IT NEVER CAME!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SCOLD ME BECAUSE EVEN WHEN DAD SHOWS HIS LIKE BITS OF CONCERNS ALTHOUGH HE CARES LIKE SO MUCH MORE ON MY GRADES AND PRACTICALLY HECK CARE ANY OTHER STUFF OTHER THEN MY GRADES... BUT AT LEAST HE KNOW HOW TO FAKE IT AND ACT AS THOUGH HE IS INTERESTED IN WATEVER IM SAYING!
IT'S YOU MUM!!! IT'S ALL YOU YOU YOU!!! FIRST U DON EVEN SHOW ME CARE AND CONCERN FOR A DAUGHTER AND LIKE SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU EVER GO OUT SHOPPING WITH ME?! 5 YEARS BACK?!?! WHEN OTHER THEN 5 YEARS BACK STILL GOT WHEN? ONLY WHEN I'M FUCKING GOING OVERSEAS!!! AND WHATS WORST IS, YOU DON EVEN KNOW I'M GOING OVERSEAS UNTIL WHEN I TOLD U TMR I'M GOING OVERSEAS.. [it's for that time the suzhou competition] WAT DID U DO TO ME THAT I HAVE TO LIKE RESPECT YOU? OH... BECAUSE U ARE MY MOTHER AND U GAVE BIRTH TO ME?!?!?!
I'M SO SORRY BEACUSE I'M SO NOT GONNA TAKE THAT FUCKING SHIT! I'VE HAVE BEEN BEARING ALL THE PAIN IN MY HEART AND ALMOST CRYING EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID SHIT MUM I'VE GOT.. I'M NOT A BOY THAT'S WHY YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH ME IS IT?! IF YOU ARE, WHY CAN'T U JUST ABORT ME DURING THAT TIME?!?!?! OH.. MAYBE U WANTED BUT IT'S NOT ALLOWED?!? BECAUSE EVEN U CAN TELL ME WITH FACE TO FACE THAT U ACTUALLY DIDN'T WANT ME!!! WAT AM I TO THIS FAMILY?!?! A THING???!!!!!
THE MOMENT I CAME HOME, U MADE ME CRY.. YOU DON CARE ABOUT ME, HOW HAVE I BEEN DOING, WHERE DO I GO USUALLY, HOW AM I DOING WITH MY FRIENDS, THOSE LOVELY MOTHERLY TALKS WITH THEIR DAUGHTER... I DON'T HAVE ANY!!! I YOU CARE IS ABOUT MY GRADES GRADES AND GRADES. WHEN IM HUNGRY WAT U DO AS A MOTHER? LET ME TELL YOU! ALTHOUGH MONEY IS IMPORTANT, BUT IT'S NOT EVERTHING ALRIGHT?!!?! TO BE HONEST AND NOT TO HIDE, I'M A GIRL.. AND IT'S A DUH THING THAT I NEEDA WEAR BRA.. AND WHO ACCOMPANY ME TO BUY THESE KIND OF PERSONAL STUFF? NOT YOU! IT'S NOT YOU YOU YOU!!!!
YOU ARE NOT EVEN DOING UR JOB AS A MOTHER! DON EVEN NEEDA ADD A WORD LOVING IN FRONT BECAUSE U CANT EVEN BE FIT INTO THE WORD MOTHER! IF YOU THINK U DID, WHY CAN'T I EVEN FEEL LOVE BY THIS STUPID FAMILY?! IF YOU REALLY DON'T WAN ME SO MUCH! GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE OR TELL ME TO GO AND DIE LA! I WILL BE GLADLY TO DO SO!
and to be honest, i'm not actually angry.. but i'm really really heart broken..
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop