hmmm.... have been thinking back and self reflecting lately... it's like everything i've done seems to be wrong in a way or another... like... i though by being a bestie we're suppose to tell one another things that we don't think is right about them and stuff so that they can change for the better... but for what i know, my bestie turn out to be really hurt by what i've said and actually cried... i'm sorry... i seriously didn't mean it that way...
hmmm as for today, supposingly the clique are suppose to watch a movie together. due to some unhappy events, i actually flared up at ashley[stead] and like when she is not actually the one to be blame.. and yeah... i was really sorry for what i did, so i went to apologise to her... even though after all the sorrieS i've said, i still can't seem to get over with the guilt i have... and like this is one of the first time i ever flare up till the extend i went home. so... i don't know what's wrong with me? or maybe everyone else is right and i'm the one that's in the wrong...
oh well... seriously don't know what's wrong with me? and i don't know when will i do the wrong things at the wrong time... it's like... i don't want others to be sad or anything when we're all besties after all... so i guess.... next time... all comments will be kept to myself and i will remain silent and not to say a word and just let people be themselves =] friends are like the most important thing in my life? so yeah.. i don't and never would wanna hurt them... but i just don't get it... like to me it's the right thing to do.. but end up, to others it all seems to be wrong..
i must be some freak that ever have that kind of stupid mind i guess. hahas! but yeah... from now on, i think keeping everything to myself would be the best opinion. ^^ and i hope everything will go fine since i stop saying anything. since what ever i say or do seems to be wrong. but no worries!! xD i will change to keep my this stupid mouth that is being so straight forward... and just smile smile smile and everything will be fine!!! =D
so no worries peeps!! i won't bite~ hahas! and as for friends, no worries man!!! i'll just keep my mouth shut. -.-'' sorry for all the wrong things i say.. i promise next that next time i will not do it again!! because it won't happen again anyway... just hope i do not become a introvert. =]
will i still be the same??
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
