i just wanna say that my brother SUCKS. i was always being nice to him.. well, to say nicer then before, and believe me. i was SO MUCH NICER! thinking that he would know how to appreciate everything that i had done and at least feel grateful. but i was really dumb founded when he just shout in front of my face. i makes me wonder over and over again.. is it worth it to spend so much time and effort to be nice to someone that i love just hopping that he would do the same.
but through this, i've learned my lesson and that all the tears i dropped now will stop after this event. a dream or hope, will always remain as it is. really really really hurted. maybe i'm weak? i don't know.. i just feel that everyone in my family sucks... i always wanna believe that they are really nice to me and blah blah blah... but i realise i was just bluffing no one but myself...... and i can tell no one about this? supposingly i was cleaning my room and clearing some stuff.. but because my bro raise his voice at me and was so hurt that i can just tear and stop everything im doing just to blog about it?
guess it affects me a lot yeah? how i wish i won't have feelings.. i don't wanna feel sad or be hurt. and its the best if i have no emotion. because i don wanna be hurt and i don mind paying the price of not being happy too.. oh well, don wanna think too much. just be me and me and things will go FINE! xD so.. just continue loving ba =D
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
