heya people!! ok.. now.. whatever i post now.. don't question anything or ask me about it. because i don't know how to answer you and i don't think i would like to answer anything at all. and if u are my best friend, i know u won't ask about this.. =]
hmmm... i am like having this mix feeling that i can't even explain it myself. it keeps going on in my head like... " do i like you or not?! " and stuff like that... and its like i can't even give myself a definate answer because i seriously don't know what i'm feeling and that your attitude varies quite a great range? like you can be really nice to me at one point of time.. and like really just neglect me at some other times..
besides, you are not really as caring and nice that people would usually be? and u can be reluctant to do things.. and everyday its like the same boring thing to you that we have ran out of topic to talk about.. and you are not like working on it. and u don have any like iniative to even start a conversation and all you do is just to complain that you are bored.. it's like i'm also bored? and i'm also not meant to be a clown ya know?
hmmm... at the start, love chatting with you a lot... but as time passes by i realise that you keep on saying that you are bored.. and when i said i'm bored too, you just let it be and not only that, you still expect me to entertain you. even being as a friend, ain't you kinda demanding? and when we did not chat for sometime i felt weird... but its just time that i need? and so now i've done it. because i don wanna be an entertainner either do i wanna be a clown.. and if loving someone is so hard that i got to be treated like a servant, i would much rather be loved then to love.
and when i have really really made it not even to message you. you message me saying that we have drifted... well... i did not really tell you my actual answer when i replied you in the message... but my actual answer is.. " what can we do about it when u are not even making the effort to even bo bothered to start a topic with me? " sooo.... i guess you have your own group of friends as well.. and i doubt that i would wanna be in it since you already have sooooooooo much friends right? so i don't wanna be a nobody. because i don't deserve to be in that position at all. xD
there are soo many things i would wanna say.... but its so hard to tell what i'm trying to say or to express because i don't even know it myself... [ and i choose to blog it because i know you wont read it. ]
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
