hey this morning seriously sucks manzxz... its like how to say ar... my dad bought 2 the Mr bean thingy for my bro and i to eat yesterday when we were at the hospital.. but since my bro and i were too full, we decided to keep it for tmr morning as a breakfast we could bring to school.. and i woke up this morning, as usual, replied morning smses and blur looking going to the kitchen to wash up.. and i went back to room to change... and ya.. packed my bag... continue replyin smses... tie my hair.. then ok! times up XD so i wanted to leave the house already, want to take the thingy to eat.. and i saw it on the table and not IN the box.. and there is a cup of milo too..
i nearly took the Mr bean thingy and left.. but suddenly feeling weird, i went to ask my grandmother why is my that Mr bean thingy on the table and not in the box. and her reply to me was.. " Oh!! because inside the box, there is only 2. and korkor took one of them. so, the other one is for your cousin. " my first reaction was like.. wtf? im like so piss la! but to clear the misunderstanding.. the Mr bean thingy was mine.. but just to make things clear, im not piss beacause my cousin ate it or something.. i mean like.. he is my cousin mah.. i don mind.. but the thing im piss off about is my grandmother's attitude and sentence! its like.. ok... take it that she might not know that it is mine... but like what a sentence to say rite? its like so PLAIN BIAS!
wat kind of shit attitude of hers is that. and i din have an argument with her just because i don wan my cousin to feel inferior to us.. since he is staying over at our house, we r also considered one family.. but like hor.. there is always a limit to things man... and like what can i do? NOTHING! because y? its not because of the Mr bean thingy and i can always get another one? like no big deal? but its THE BLOODY ATTITUDE THAT MY FAMILY IS HAVING! i just cannot stand it that my family is that bias.. yesterday at the hospital, visited my grandfather. and like after sometime.. i felt like vomiting... and so to prevent anything from happening, i squad down.. but then later on.. my mother claims that they got to leave JUST BECAUSE I WAS HUNGRY~!
and like... that was the only sentence i could understand? because they r speaking in hokkien and i don know any sort of that language. but like they claims that im hungry? when they din even bother asking what's wrong with me? and when we when down to the coffee shop at the hospital ground floor, my mother told me to go with my bro to order food.. but i still feel like vomiting at that time. so i told them that i have no appetite.. and guess what, the first thing my mother did was to STARE AT ME like as though she wanna kill me with her eyes.. like DIAO? as though i care? so obviously... i din give a damn and told her she can follow my bro to get any food first. and like i was with my dad.. waiting for my bro and mother to come back? and i took out my hp to sms "third sheep" and my dad claims that i have a BOYFRIEND?! and he peeped at my smses...
i was not like guilty of anything? so if he wanna peep, i just let him... though its kinda OBVIOUS... but oh well... so ass just don get it.. ok then my bro came back with like chicken rice.. but its like the chicken is fried kind.. so its kinda nice? and since i have to eat my dinner... my dad bought the same thing for me as well.. and soon after, my mother came back with the normal kind of chicken rice, just that hers have a bowl of soup and a plate of vegetables.. and my dad was not at the table as he went to order his food... so... my mother, bro and i started eating... half way while eating, my mother drank the soup and told my bro.. saying it taste nice.. and she said.. " hey bernard... lets share the soup together! ^^ " and guess what? she din even ask me to try or anything? and when we r sittin tgt, i felt as though i am eating dinner with some friend's parents..
its like aint it just so obvious its just plain bias? i seriously felt like a stranger sitting there.. and like lucky my bro was like talking to me? and saying the soup was just some normal stuff.. the feeling inside me hurts so bad? like ITS MY MOTHER? and she din even bother to ask me.. and just ask my bro? and when my dad came back with his food, his has a soup too!! and this time, my dad ask me to try it.. and so i ask my bro to try it to.. well he is like the closest to me there? and in the end we both like my dad's the soup! xD then my mother was like giving some remarks... so i just shoot her back saying " you are just complaining because ur darling bernard prefers this soup to yours.. " and like once again, she gave me that bloody attitude..
soon after, my bro told me dad saying he wanna buy ice kachang.. to eat.. but at that time.. i was still eating my rice and i was the slowest.. -.-'' and i have no idea y.. and so i wanted to say that if i wanted anything, i would get it on my own later... but before i could say anything. my mother just cut in and say.. " mei mei haven even finish her dinner. buy wat buy. " like kinda rude yeah? but anyway, my beloved bro came back with his ice kachang and he took 2 spoons just so that he could share with me!! XD [ love him loads!! ^^ ] and like after eating, i took one mouth of the ice kachang and like stop eating.... so my bro asked like y i stopped eating? so i just said that it was too sweet for my liking... and like he just said.. " oh.. maybe u should take from the top instead of the bottom.. since the top is with the ice.. "
and like thats what i did.. and so i started eating again.. hahas!! then later on... my bro found an "atachi" [ps.. donno if correct spelling anot] and like when im young my mother usually eats that i guess... so yeah my bro asked if mother would wan it. and he was like supposingly puting it on his spoon so that my mother would take her spoon to eat it and not directly from my bro's spoon. but instead of that happening, my mother just simply took my bro's spoon.. and as she was putting it in her mouth... my bro said.. "erm.. y not i take another spoon for u? " knowing what my bro was thinking.. i just kept my mouth shut because im already not that happy with my mother. then my mother ask my bro why must take another spoon? and my bro just like replied her saying that my mother would be putting the whole spoon inside her mouth and ya.. it would be fill with saliva....
actually you all can't say that my bro is being very mean to my mum... cause the fact is that... be is much much closer to my mum.. then me towards my mum... but like my mother's way of eating is really........ cannot make it lor? [not to comment much.. but its like.. example a i got a bag of potato chips... and if i offered her to eat, she will use her fingers to take the chips... and then put the chips into her mouth... INCLUDING HER FINGERS... and ya... so her fingers are wet... and she will dip her fingers inside the bag again -.-'' so its like the whole bag of chips becomes wet.. and like soooooo disgusting.. but well, thats always the case.] the thing is that.. its not that i never tell her u know? its like she don give a damn about what i tell her and stuff.. thinking that im always picking on her or something like that.
but im not! its the truth and she chose not to believe it? and when my bro actually said that to her, she have a bloody stunned look on her face. and a few seconds later, she just like shove the spoon back into the ice kachang bowl with a display of like great anger?...... like come on lor? if u wanna show ppl that u r angry, no needa show this kind of actions... its PLAIN STUPIDITY! anyway, i have been controling my anger towards my mother and right at that moment when she just shove the spoon back into the bowl, my anger bursted! and i got piss like whats her attitude? because im like eating the ice kachang... so i just said " hey! if u don wanna eat just tell la. don needa show this kind of attitude ok! if u r that unhappy then just don eat la! no one force u! " and when i said that, as usual... my dad was not at the sence too... since he went to buy soya bean for my mother and i..
and right after i said that... there was just silence... no one was talking at all.. and only when my dad came back.. my mother started tearing... and later she just walk off to the toilet of something and when we went back, she started to show all signs of attitude to show my dad that she was upset or piss off or something? and my dad can even turn back to ask my bro " WE BULLY MUMMY AR? " like har? i overheard it? and in my mind is like... what a sentence to say rite? cannot be " mummy's attitude like shit again har? " i wanted to shoot down my dad as well.. but i just kept my cool and kept walking since the person my dad ask was my bro and not me.. so i will just control myself first... [ but if my dad were to say that to me... i think he GG le.. ]
well.. then i was like so having the urge to just walk off and leave the damn house at that point of time.. but taking considerations of my exams, i din -.-'' but if i cant tolerate any of this shit anymore... i will just leave the house. and of cuz being such a good gal like me, i will bring my books along.. and a school uniform. =] and like.. my mother tear rite.. its not because i shoot her down or what u know? because i have been shooting her for so long till she don really bother to give a damn about me anymore.. then i believe she tear because... SHE DIN EXPECT HER DARLING SON WOULD EVER TURN TO SHOOT HER AND BACKFIRE HER! u know what this means? mean she just suck! what else?! like what ppl always tell me... UR MOTHER MADE U WHO U R TODAY!
so, now im going say that sentence once more for you all... MY MOTHER MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY! and actually i know they r trying to psyco me making me feel.. aww.. im damn gratefull or wat.. but read the sentence carefully again... " MY MOTHER MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY! " get the meaning? it means that.. i have turn into this rebellious person.. is because SHE MADE ME WHO I AM! and reason being? i feel no love at all...
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
