hmmm.. ok.. today as usual, have a new attitude.. and.. went in to choir with this ass attitude... but still try to put a smile on my face.. and everything was still going ok i guess? but it still sucks today.. as.. im here to post and at the same time to clarify to people that.. " I did not backstab u guys. " its like.. i don't even know what you all have heard.. and its like regarding some lengthening of the hair... its like kinda shit to explain myself.. but i cant swallow it down.
first is like.. knowing that there have been rumours that i have backstab ppl as by telling the head prefect which was also a choir member that some ppl lengthen their hair during the overseas trip. and that saying that i wanted to "sabo" them by complaining.. but sorry i am not backstabbing anyone. it is like.. its kinda obvious that the length u have extend to is long.. that i admit that is nice on you all. but by trying to not get yourself caught when we are like overseas? ok.. maybe its like you all would say its not allowed by the school and stuff..
and yeah, i know that too.. but we r like overseas? and if u all really scare u could like take them off when we get back mah. then here the thing goes.. its obvious that even if u all bun up your hair, people can still see it by the amount it has ans that its pretty obvious. so when they question me suspecting that u both lengthen your hair, i cant deny it what. its like not saying that i wanted to speak the truth. but the fact is.. its so obvious that she can kinda suspected or what? then came to ask me.. and true enough, she did came to ask me. but knowing that there was no point lying as sooner or later if she really take the means to find out.. its harder to escape the fact.
so since she ask and even suspecting, so i told her. and i told her not because im like backstabbing? but because i know her character well and we r like overseas. she wont do anything and if its really that bad she would just told me and i would have told u all. but the thing is no one would actaully like complain to the teachers as we r all students. we helped one another and not by backstabbing one another. i cant swallow down the way u all perceive me in the way that is so misunderstanding by not hetting all the facts right.
or maybe you all only would hear like one side of the story and just made your judgement. making such judgemental decision.. i don know is it because.. EVEN before that you already hated me and just wanted to ACT as my friend. and by the statement i made. it is NOT judgemental as i have a prove of it. but like what people tell me.. no one is perfect and if some people just like to pick on you, there is so much things someone can pick on. and it is whether they want to anot. but it looks like u do not have such a great liking for me and instead telling other people stuff to make them have a judgemental value too?
i would really wanna say.. " wow.. good going there. you have done a great or even superb job by doing that. " =] if you would really even cherish your friends. you should have dropped and forget the things that happen and look forward to the up coming days.
MeeN is feeling down again..
New one.. cuz just came home.. XD replies to bev. did u like said some mean stuff rite there? cuz i din see it.. someone went to my cbox to del it. but anyways.. im not the one who bear grudges k. it is cause i got the news today. how would i even know what you all like did man. and besides. i have already drop the subject and not even bearing any grudges lor.. but i donno y u r the one that kept bringing the topic back?! and instead saying that im the one that is holding on?
is like wat i have said in either one of by previous post that i just wanted to drop everything. but u r the one that keeps hanging on that made everything so ugly? and im sure u will be back shooting at whatever i say? because u r not happy with me or something? and u r the one that say u do not bear grudges. and if u don get the facts rite? the posted that was dedicated to me, from you. it states there that im a flirt going around saying i love you to guys? and for what i know.. i only say i love you to all my close freinds including guys or girls.. other then that. there can only be my online friend which were playing with me and i just play along with them.
who would take a word " i love you" so seriously? it can be serious or it can be in a friendly manner what. unless u r trying to tell me that your head could only perceive one image of the phrase " i love you ". because if thats the case, i have nothing to say. and ok.. you called me a friend snatcher. you know there was one period of time that just because i am your friend, i lost many freinds because even before that [ if you think i backstabbed you ] they are the ones that are like saying " shermeen.. y u go with this kind of ppl " and im the one that said back to them " whats wrong with her. everyone have their own character what.. "
and im also comfirm that u will sure say me back by saying.. "oh.. but i don need you to be freinds with me in the first place! " but like whats wrong with being freinds with one another man.. at least i don go around telling ppl that you suck or i hate you or what? and i even go against my friends to speak up for u? [ and im sure u will go like.. " AWW.. LIKE AS IF I WILL BELIEVE YOU! YOU BACKSTABBER!! " because that is already the way you perceive me as. a backstabber. thats why no matter how much i try to say and try to explain, will you even listen?
and you have always been showing this attitude of yours? happy only talk to ppl.. not happy only show attitude.. hello? im not trying to pin point or go agaist anyone here? as the post is dedicated to all that. every single one has their own attitude. so even if i din really like you attitude, did i even say anything bout that? and if im not wrong, last year or what i have told you nicely about your attitude. but i don think whatever im saying now you would even give a damn lor.. cause guess what. i think in your mind when u r reading this, you r only thinking of how to should be back and to show to others that you are rite.
and im not saying that you are wrong either. im just telling you that everyone has their own way of thinking and you maynot understand. thats y when ppl ask me about you. did i ever say i don like you? i never. i only told them that. you attitude is not really to my liking. but.. ok here is the main point. i have been like dropping everything from the pass and to look into the future. but you cant seem to be able to do that. maybe you just hate me or something? [ nono.. not you just hate me.. is.. u already hate me like what liao.. ] so now, whatever i say. you will always treat it that im going against you. but have you ever thought about it in another perpective?
and i guess you might be also thinking that [ oh... this shermeen must be acting in her blog sia.. say until like that like so nice like that. but actaully don mean it. ] the fact is. i do mean everything i say alrite. you may not like me.. and during the trip has cause so much unhappiness between us. like wth man.. don you feel that its kinda sad that things turn out this way? and instead of trying to savage the situation, you are like trying to make things worse and turn things ugly. [ in your mind u may think like, wtf i do man. i din even turn anything ugly lor! its you lor! ]
well thats y i shall say it once again. it is how the way u perceive of it. and i din even know Hy wanna wack you until that time maple said " if anyone dare to touch bev, you will be Next. " and besides, if u claims that im backstabbing you, when i din even know wat hy did and said to you. i could also say that u made maple to threaten me? and in future, watever happens to u, my name will be pull down for no god damn reason. cause not me also just bomb my name.
its like what happen in suzhou lor... when there is something happen to anita, huijun that gang was like saying " that beverley la.. blah blah blah" and all those shit. im sure u know it too. and i know that you r not even the one at fault and your name was being pulled down. its like the same thing lor? and im sure u will say that hy is close to me and all this shit. hello? if thats the case, all my freinds that did something or what without my knowing is also my fault la?
ok.. i will drop what happen in the trip as whatever that happen has happen. and i don even find it worth to be arguing over the past. but im sure you will think im trying to hide or act or what ever you can think of. but thats the fact. y cant you just look ahead and be happy? y r u always having this mindset that im trying to do something bad to you all and all this. like y in the hell would i do that? i have to do soo much shit hw everyday to be even spending the time thinking how to backstab you if i ever wan to lor. i mean like, just drop the past la.. all say wan to drop but nv drop.
MeeN says.. the past is over. y still think bout it? just smile and try to be happy. =]
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
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- Guys that use waist bags
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- Chinese
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- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
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New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
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Table full of b'day cakes
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More Beads
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