well.. guess what.. i just argued with my best friend.. and im feeling like shit now. am i like being too concern or something? or like what other ppl say in a more crude way. im just being KPO. but like wat? cause of one person that i wanted to help. i cause so much people unhappiness and i just totally feel like dying straight. first i was not really feeling that good. and then when i reach home, i receive attitude replies from my bestie.. and from then on, we start on our damn journey of arguing..
and he was like piss off or something? i have no idea.. but i feel that he had change.. TOTALLY.. he become a person i do not really know of.. and that it is also not the first time we argue... if u all know me well, u would know who am i talking about. others who don't know. dont ask me.. because im sick and tired of every single thing in my life already.. im like.. " just give me a break man! " and carrying with that kind of attitude.. i still continued surviving day by day. still showing others the constant smile that always appears on my face so that no one would ever know how trash i am inside.
in the heated arguement, i was being considered a un-caring person as my bestie said that y must i wan others to put themselves into my shoes and spare a though for me.. while im not doing so? actually, it is not it. i have been trying to compromise every single one into my feelings and have been constantly trying to figure out y are they like doing this or that.. but i was dumbfounded when everything shoots back at me.. like.. even my bestie says this to me.. and like im feeling so crap rite now? and sometime, i don even bother to explain myself as everyone will just give me this remark saying " do you think i would actually believe you?! "... so like what's the point of explaining when this is the answer i would get back?
maybe im just being too concern about everything. and i don needa even explain myself.. and i have actually kinda woken up by wat my bestie says about me.. he say that.. no matter how tough and how much effort i am putting in, i won't be able to draw the line with any of my freinds or even ppl that hated me? and with that hurtful reply of his.. i have just woken up... knowing that in this world.. no one could really be there for u.. and in this real world. even ur bestie would just give up and turn a back on you. i have totally learnt a lesson that i shall keep every single thing to myself...
if im telling you all im like tearing now? who would actually believe? people have always been telling me to take things easy. but is it really possible? when u already have a shitty day and ur bestie said something that hurtfull to u?! im sure no one can unless u don reguard that person as your bestie. feeling sick and tired of every single thing in my life.. having a friend don come easy. and not say having a bestie.. its like one in a million.. but if thats the way how things goes... i will just have to wash my hands off every single thing. i don wanna do anything now. i just wanna rest... and just keep resting......
MeeN's soul is dead...
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
