wth i just don even give a damn on what happen la! i cant even vent my anger on a single fucking person and and so i just have to write it in the bloody fucking stupid blog here how i actaully feel la!! like one idiot rite? ASSHOLE!!
i was like out with my friends in the morning and then actaully suppose to be going to the carnival, but just because amand had the GOS thingy and she had ended i thought that she would be coming along with me and carmen.. and like since carmen told me to meet at common wealth MRT station the bus stop there.. i thought like " hey, that is at amanda's new house. Maybe she will be able to come with us! XD " and thats what i thought in the first place as i always wanted to go out with my freinds and not leaving anyone out.
As usual, i gave a call to amanda asking her not to go back to her old house and just go to her new house instead. and her reply was that she was all sweaty and sticky that she needed to take a bath... so i said like.. why don't you take a bath at your new house? so she was like okie and like we hang the phone and i was like ready to go to common wealth too^^ and than its like who in the hell would know that amanda do not have the key to her parent's room and so she can't take the clothes in the room. and when i call her she gave me that kind of fucking "xia lan" attitude and even hang my call. and i decided to give a call back [ EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT SHE WAS LIKE PISS WITH ME?! ] and i still like bother to call back and she off her handphone or wat crap and it can't even get through.
After that, carmen told me that amanda hang up her call too!! so as a good friend and nuer. i just like FUCKING gave up on the thought of even going to the carnival and just went up her house to check out what is actaully happening to her? and instead, guess wat man.. she was like complaining to Ashley when i went up to her house with carmen? and like she was pissed with me cuz i told her to go back to her old house? [ i mean like i know if i were u i would also be piss off la] but hello? YOU are the one that told me your new house you have no clothes wat. that what you wan me to say to you? of course is to go back to your old house wat. there is not much choice that i can say to you mah.
ok then drop the subject. amanda, carmen and I went down amanda's block to wait for a bus to go to Plaza Sing. On the bus, amanda is like still seem to be piss? and putting myself in her shoes as well im like taking my emotions well? and that she just told me " shermeen, do you know just now im damn fucking piss off with you? like i come here liao then you call me to go back my old house? like wtf la. So i complain to leon and ashley. " and thats like wat she told me? hahas and for all of your info, Amanda is my BEST friend. =) what a nice friend i got ya?
during the journey i was like as per normal, trying to control my temper.. and actaully i felt quite relucten going out already. and carmen receive a call from leon saying that they are still at VIVO? and ask us if we could like catch the later moive at 6 plus.. and i got like that sian attitude and i just said " aiya all don go la all don go. the movie is so late then might as well don go le" and carmen was like in a stuck position and then amanda just told carmen saying " oh! 6 plus is fine. shermeen will be able to de. go ahead and tell leon the moive at 6 plus is fine with us "
i wanted to just say its like it will end so late and my parents are like trying all meants and ways to get me HOME as EARLY as they can la. then ok.. we reach Plaza Sing le i was like SO sian down there and only amanda and ashley is able to go "high" by themselves. we waited quite a long while for kelvin [ not kelvin TING but another kelvin, ashely's friend ] and then we went to have an early dinner and after that catch the 6 plus movie.
After the moive we have no where to go, and ashley said that she was thirsty to kelvin said to get a drink at 7eleven. then after we get a drink we have no where to go again. soon, carmen went home as she have service the next day and that i wanted to go home too.. so i went to take a bus and amanda went up the bus with me.. later she told me like why go home so early? so since we are already on the bus, the only place that we are left with and able to go is amanda's new house. so we called the rest since they did not get up the bus to take the next bus 111 to go to common wealth. amanda then wanted me to stay over at her house since its already quite later and no point going back to her old house. i told amanda that i am not sure if my parent would let me stay over at your new house. [ knowing my parent... even if amanda's house is near mine, they SURE WONT LET DE! and i donno y.. their reason will just be.. its not safe] ok.. so i asked amanda saying i am not sure if i can go your house. but if you were to call your parents to ask if you could stay over your new house and not to go back your old house to stay anot.. and if after even if your parents allow you to stay and after i call my own parents to ask and if they don allow will you still be able to go back your old house.
and amanda said ya even if my parents don allow later on when i ask them, she just ask her parents first cause even if i cant stay over at her house she would still be able to go home. [ and of course before that i already call ashley they all to come to common wealth at amanda's house.] and when amanda call her parents, can tell by amanda's talking tone and the reply she gave her parents is that her parents don allow her to stay at her own new house and that can tell they are having an arguement over this. not able to talk.. i type on my hp telling her that since i also might not be able to stay over night at your house and your parents also don allow you to stay then no point arguing with your parents also la.. just forget it ba..
so amanda hang her mother's call and later look at me with those attitude eyes telling me " i don even know why the hell you wanna come my house lor. i seriously donno lor.. and YOU are the one that wan to come my house de lor and cause my to argue with my mother " .... i was like stun for a few seconds as like amanda like say this to me? i know she is like piss off with me la but like has it ever occur to her that i also have feelings too? and like just without considering my feelings and she said something like this to me and it all became my fault. Being speechless, i just said to her.. " er... ok " and like she just gave that attitude and we went silent for the whole journey.
and on the journey which is like 9.55pm, my dad just sms me saying " shermeen make sure you be back home before 10pm " ... then my first reaction is like " wtf? now is 9.45 you wan me to get home before 10pm and i haven even reach amanda's house yet and even AMANDA is piss off with me. the point is not reaching before 10pm. but its that ashley, kelvin and leon are like on the other bus 111 and the bus that amanda and i are on has not EVEN reach common wealth! and my dad wan my to get home before 10? the worse is that like how am i going to tell ashley they all that i needa go home when they are already on the bus 111 to go to common wealth... [ i mean like its like very wat rite? you tell people to come and then they on the way le then you have to go home ]
its like i also feel very bad wat... and amanda is STILL like piss with me? and so i decided to call ashley to say that i got to go home by 10pm? then i told amanda to go home first.. and amanda just stand up and walk off.. and when i said bye to her she din even bothered to turn back and say bye or even look at me. is like you all can even understand how i feel anot? im like stressing over my freinds and my family? like wtf is this la? im trying to make more time for my freinds and i got this attitude from my freinds and my parents are so demanding asking me to go home? and i mean its like if they wanna ask me to be back by 10pm at least tell me earlier rite?
ok then like since i am like sorry cuz i got to go home, i waited for ashley, kelvin and leon the bus 111 and got up the bus since my house is at the terminal interchange. and that ashley and kelvin were not piss off with me la.. [ im glad.. thanks guys!! ] but heard that leon was kinda piss off.. but i could also understand why la.. im sorry too.. its not wat i intended to be doing... ok.. when i reach home.. no one even bothered to look at who is at the door and so i greeted my parents saying that im home.. and my dad went into my room and so i told him saying " daddy, you very good ya? asking me to be back before 10pm and sending me a sms at 9.45pm.. i can fly home ya? " then i like got pissed from my friends thats y i said such a sarcastic thing to my dad and my dad just told me say.. " hahas erm... i am not the one who send the sms to you.. i was mummy that send you the sms when i was bathing "
Guess wat? my first reaction was like i TOTALLY FELT BEING CHEATED LA! although u may say its also your parents wat.. its the same mah.. BUT ITS NOT LOR... THE FEELING IS LIKE CRAP LA. pls lor GOT OWN HANDPHONE DON USE WAN TO USE OTHER PPL HANDPHONE TO SMS ME.. stupid la! and actaully my freinds and i sort of already knew that it was my mother that did it.. and as usual for my characther, i HATE the most is people lying to me. and my parents like just did? im like so fucked up and piss off lor.. thats when i showed attitude to my dad. and my dad is like still complaining about my table blah blah blah saying its messy and wat shit stuff.. and i just took the things and go wash it up. my dad went to where i am and shouted at me saying " YOU ARE ACTING AS IF I OWN U A MILLION DOLLARS! I DON OWN YOU ANYTHING OK! AND I HATE YOUR BLOODY ATTITUDE " and than he just use his own cups and bang the rest of the cups [ JUST TO SHOW THAT HE WASNT HAPPY WITH ME! WTF! ]
So, i hate care and just continue washing my cup and i got totally fucking piss off with wat he say and after im done washing, i just bang my cups against the rest of the cups as well and storm off to my room. and then my mother was like " shermeen... shermeen... SHERMEEN! " then i was like so pissed i just push my keyboard in and just stand up and storm to her room and before she could say anything i look at her and said " I DON LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE! " and i storm back to my room... and as usual, the person my mother would be, she came to my room and KPKB and scolding me like a piece of shit or even worse.. and the last sentence she say is " WHY ARE YOU SO SENSITIVE! THINKING THAT PPL ALWAYS SCOLD YOU! "
HARLOW?! if you think thats called sensitive, you try going through wat i have gone through and you tell me if its sensitive! MY PARENTS DON EVEN PUT THEMSELVES IN MY SHOES WHY MUST I BE SO NICE TO PPL!
i have totally learn a listen... the moral of the whole thing is, no point being so nice to anyone as no one will ever appreciate what you did. and trying to be HappyAlways so that your friends wont be affected by your mood and thinking that everything is always going so fine for you is USELESS!! IF YOU ALL DO NOT CHERISH WHAT I TRY TO DO FOR ALL MY FREINDS AND FAMILY THEN FORGET IT! FROM NOW ON I WILL DO WAT I WANNA DO WITHOUT CARING OF HOW YOU ALL FEEL! [ although i know i wont be able to do that, but i will try! knowing that wat i do will never be appreciated by OTHERS!
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
