can u believe it?! im going overseas tmr and my parents don even know?! and then i was like so pissed with me mother at mummy's [amanda] house that i cried after talking to my mother on the phone.. i mean like what am i to her?! she don't even know that im going overseas tommorrow?! like WHAT THE FUCK?! i donno then i went fucking sad...
then me and mummy went out to get stuff for overseas... and i haven even pack my stuff... then i even had to borrow clothes from mummy cause i don have enough clothes.. i sound very pathetic right? and my mother could give me the answer saying that " you are trying to tell me that i nv buy clothes for you?! the fila clothes i buy for you LAST time leh?! " so i said it in the bloody sarcastic way that oh she bought alot of clothes for me..
then later bought a couple ring with amanda.. then went back to her house to collect the clothes and waited for my dad to fetch me.. and we had a fucking disagreement in the car! and came back to the house he just shout in the house saying im DIFFICULT! then i cant even voice out my feelings to anyone in the family if not they will just say " WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO SENSITIVE?!?! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!?!? " then i can only sms my freinds and like tell them how i feel.. and this has already been going on for very long.. i donno how long can i last... [ and maybe thats y my sms-es are high ] wtf! this is what i get?!
IF IM THAT DIFFICULT IN THE FIRST PLACE THEN DON'T BORN ME LA! WHY WANNA FUCK SO MUCH! BLOODY FUCKERS!!! SOMEIMTES I JUST HATE YOU ALL!! DON EVEN THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL!! AND NOW IM LIKE CRYING LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT WHEN TYPING AND MY GRANDMOTHER JUST CAME IN AND SAW IM CRYING!
.................. i just can't believe the fact im being treated as NOTHING in my family.. i know my freinds will tell me don't sad all that.. but how man how?! my OWN PARENTS don even give a damn about me EVEN when im going overseas?! many a times i just feel like being gone from this family if that would make everyone happier since i bring so much PROBLEMS to this DAMN FAMILY.
MeeNis crying and her heart has sunk so deep and it seems to be lost forever.....
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
