Today is a really bad day for me... morning i went to choir.. and the instructor did not come... the whole choir was slacking and that no one was really training in choir.. although we are always singing but it do no mean that we are actually putting effort. the whole thing was just damn SIAN.
after choir, i went to have lunch with my friends maple and beverley.. and went home... right after went home change the books in my bag and left home for piano again... my teacher wasn't there..... and another teacher took over.. in order to not make it as though as its a big deal as maybe my piano teacher has something on and that she couldn't come today.. i gave a lovely smile to the teacher and have my paino lesson...
i guess that was the last smile i gave away... after my piano lesson, it was my mummy's turn [amanda] and i went to the counter like i always do.. i asked Ms kong, the person at the counter.. where is my teacher and why didn't she come today..
the reply was shocking........................
her reply to me was, your teacher is not working here anymore.. feeling stun by what she said, i only gave a reply saying "huh?" and i asked again.. and the same answer came back to me saying that she is not going to be working here anymore and will be getting another teacher to teach me. and she will not teaching me anymore...
right after i heard what Ms kong said, my heart sank into the depts of the sea that i can't find it back.. then i was sooo sad.. so sad until i wanna cry... i left the piano place quicky and while walking back home, i gave a call to my daddy [hong yeow]... telling him that i was really sad... but he don seem to be saying any nice comforting stuff to me and instead say that its ok... well... i guess maybe his freinds were with him and he cant say any sensitive stuff to me ba.. so i just told him that i would hang and just kept thinking about the matter... do not even know where i was walking, i nearly got bang by a car which was driving pass...
even after that, i don feel a thing.. when i went home and turn on my computer, beverley was the first one to chat with me... so as usual, i told her i was sad... and her reply was " LOL!! " y no one ever think how sad i could be feeling and how hurt i feel? i felt like crying and awhile later, daddy[hongyeow] called i cannot stand it anymore and i started crying... and for some reason i donno why he know i am crying as i din make any sound... i was so so sad and i recall what he said when i call him just now and i felt that no one really knows how i feel and i was really sad... my daddy[hongyeow] said sayang.. and after that i donno whats wrong with me.. when im very very sad, once i hear comforting words.. my tears will start flowing non-stop... and i wanted to actually tell him i was very very sad... but i donno why when i wanna say to him my tears start flowing even more.. and in the end i just hang his call...
sorry daddy.... din mean to do that..
after that cry for like 15 minutes and stop alittle while and cry again... i also donno why i cry... when my best friend also known as my maid left me, i cried for 6months... maybe im the type of gal that cant accept the fact of my friends disappearing in my life... i cant take it.. imagine not seeing them ever again...
you all might think that im stupid or dumb... since its only just a piano teacher.. and its just meant for u to learn piano from her... but ppl have feelins u know... and thinking that i will not be seeing her just hurts me deep inside.. she is the piano teacher i deSiao alot with.. and she is just like a good friend to me...
and right now im still crying... and my parents are back... looking so happy and all coming to see me and its my birthday tommorrow... and they are celebrating for me today since tommorrow i will be hanging out with me freinds... and i have to try my best to hide my tears away and still look as happy as ever...
hope that i will still be able to see my piano teacher.. and love her lots!
MeeNis trying hard to smile....
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
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choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
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MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
