i just hate my parents la... ok la.. cannot say hate.. maybe don really like them ba... haiz... its like i donno y they r NEVER happy with what the fuck i do.. and everything they talk to me about is studies... i know that studies are like bloody important to me at the point of time now la.. but y like cant they ever understand how i feel? and the worst is every single time when i try to tell them how i feel they always treat it as im BULLSHITTING for my mother.. and for my dad, no matter wat i say he can have a damn way to link it up to studies...
at least like parents could say somethings that give their child moral support rite? and my dad is like just telling me.. " shermeen, u have NEVER pass ur maths this yr... not even ONCE... u think about it. " im like i already know and felt bad.. and he is like soo making it worst for me and after still continue saying other subjects... and im sure if my parents ever see this, they will say " wa.. how can a child say such a thing like dislike their parents?! parents work soooo hard to earn the damn money to raise their kid up and here is my kid complaining about me saying that we don care for her enough or don love her"
its not like im a attention seeker u know... and i am NEVER one.. cuz i don really like too much attention.. but if u ever imagine ur parents only tells u things about STUDIES and NOTHING ELSE. haiz... i donno what the hell am i thinking la... maybe like some of my freinds say, they love me but i don feel it.. but if i DON feel it, then wat for continuing their way of loving me?! like damn dumb rite? din they like go for some course that teach them the 5 ways of showing affection to others? some ppl like it in some way and some do not.
and for you info ppl. you all may not know but im a MONEY MINDED person.. and like wats wrong? i don mind saying it to you all that are reading my bloggy wat.. but i am also a person that believes money is NOT everything and that sometimes my mother will just like give me $10? and.... ya thats all... i feel that at least my parents should show some care and concern for me rite? but the worst thing is that, if im not wrong my dad tried to show me his CARE n CONCERN before but its like TOALLY FREAKING me out ok... i don like his way of showin care to me... and my mother, worst.... im totally speechless about it...
she never ever believe in me and always saying that i have a boyfriend when i DON even have since i din even accept any.. and there she will go blabbing away saying that i have one. can u like the fuck imagine u OWN MOTHER NOT BELIEVING IN U?! hard to imagine rite? she would rather believe others then her own damn child... -.-'' and looking at me in the eyes as though waiting for me to confess that im like really in the wrong when im not...
NOW u know that I have probs too? when my parents only think that THEY have problems and I DON HAVE ANY!
The Ugly Duckling
Im MeeN
And im 16 this year
Want presents on 21st June
I'm a really straight forward person
And i'm Effin Kind alrite?!?! xD
Ok... that's if you're nice to me as well though.. ^^
IM SUPER FRIENDLY TOO!! ;DD
if sometimes i'm lazy to post about my daily life, i'll post stuff about myself like quizzes and tests that i've done so that more peeps will be able to know more about me!!
Super Temperamental and it's like very hard to understand and know what's going on in my mind..
Mood can change in a blink of an eye.. and it can really change to the extreme!
- Backstabbers
- Liars
- Hypocrite
- Garlic
- Acting cute
- Onion
- Stuff toys
- Mushroom
- MY FAMILY
- Guys that use waist bags
- Party SPOILERS
- Overly broken english
- Chinese
- Being caught in the middle
- Being sad
- Ppl that thinks i'm acting
- Sticking to the Rules!
Being HappyAlways is ME! XD
My Mini Chocolate Shop
All pricing of chocs are counted by PER piece.
choices of nuts are Almond or Hazel nut
semi-sweeten dark chocs [$0.50]
semi-sweeten dark chocs with nuts [$0.70]
white chocs [$0.70]
white chocs with nuts [$1]
half dark half white [$1]
half dark half white with nuts [$1.50]
if you want your choc to be customise, letters can be added on one letter per choc.
each letter will have an additional add of [$0.30]
for ordering, please state clearly what type of nuts you want and the rest of the information clearly.
Thanks You!! XD
MeeN
Wishy List! Grant them!! xD
New school bag New specs Apple earpiece Bouquet of flowers
Piano
Personalise mirror
Table full of b'day cakes
Hair food
New sling bag school shoes
More Beads
A globe
Outing shoes
New desk
New handphone
More clothes!!
Watch
Wii Pencil case Psp fatty
Psp slim
Wii
Laptop
